maybe i want Love…why i feel this？Did i gave up for this？

why all ppl like asked same question？“did you have boy friend boy friend？”～pls stop asked this question！asked in msn，facebook ，inbox…OMg！i dont rly yours this，k？…

he want meeting with me,i never think he'll do tat.before i tlk tyng i give up 4 this,she say was good mind~

we are meeting in gurney.when i looking his eyes i can say i know he is never change and i can feeling he everything will be ok~when i chat with he...we are also best and wrangle.i sure,this feeling was fade away,he also like my best friend.just have 1hour...time2 say good bye.Thx...thx4 he will be rememder me^^i'll find other lovely in my life.

how can i do now？look！！wat face？！dont make tat ugly  face!!keep back！！And no，i  must make ripen’s mind～maybe i’ll change let yours cant believe…dont think y i‘ll like tat！！！at sch i‘m only one，just have tyng knw me wat i thinks…  but i wont let she only with me…i’m ok！thx to her care～i can living in my life～tyng…i know you know me，i‘m no lonely，you know i have Johnny-deep in my life and dream accompanying……

.i'm die,yes i'm foolhardy ivykhaw...

tat year i change my think…i’m ripen very will…i think i‘ll harm my all friend，when i say something or do something…because i dont want harm they…so i let me fall brow in childish life…and in the wonderLand…i feel so happy the dream give me happy！maybe they dont knw why i‘ll like tat1…but when i dont fall brow，want to stop and make up my mind，have some problem（i wont talk tat problem）…because i feel me lonely…so i fall brow again…when i do like tat， badly is hey are hate me already！keep distance to me！dont want talk to me！treat me And make this face！you have tlk with me,but you hate me too...i knw… and now not friend …also can living in my life，i‘ll dreaming in my life…they dont knw why i want do tat，just have someone knw my mind only,it's ok…If want harm other，sorry …i’ll hate myself！！i’m deeply treat now…no need to do,no need to think...i'm die,yes i'm foolhardy ivykhaw...

如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的，虽然 他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指出．。所有魔羯都拥有２个性格，只是大部分魔羯都不愿意去接受，因为他们希望自己永远的傻傻的活下去，魔羯的坏可以媲美过所有星座，也许他们不相信，但是随着时间的积累魔羯的人在慢慢变坏，其实这也是一种自我保护…魔羯并不会随便的去加害一个人，因为魔羯也讨厌自己的坏，魔羯的人很了解世界，但他们固执的相信美好尽管自 己知道那是不可能的，大部分魔羯都讨厌坏坏的自己，当然想抛 弃自己是不可能的。朋友（最喜欢装傻的星座） 魔羯的人都很没有安全感，他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻，与其做一个 聪明的人不 如当一个傻子平凡而又随意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永远不会让对方知道自己会有智慧，而无论安全与不安全魔羯对朋友都很真，他们很珍惜朋友。 他们最希望获得朋友的信任～

~gave up u~

i‘m abandoned this sensation to u，when that day i met u want gave gift for u n u have take ur girl friend come also…ur girl so cute…And now i chat with me in the facebook  i never have been this special  sensation already…i no need to worry u and i’m free so happy～i deeply ivy’s special～not ppl love ivy is 5～i like Johny Deep happy and mad on my life～haha～so i call Johny Deep's ivy dear^.^i dont sad~

快单身3年了.ivy感情还是很脆弱，也许会因为一些很小的事情难 过很长时间，所以ivy通常在表面表现与事隔离的样子，其实ivy只是不希望让别人看到ivy脆弱的一面,而ivy比任何一个人对感情都很认真，恢复伤痕的时间也很长，也许会选择消失，因为ivy怕多看你一眼而又再次无法自拔,也怕再多看你一眼心如刀割....所以请好好珍惜ivy好不好...?ivy只能望着你的背影,ivy 愿意做任何事倩,虽然觉得心里有点难过但ivy已感觉这是很幸福了,ivy是真心的祝福哦~世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死 而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你.但ivy不想让你知道,现在ivy只想好好珍惜之间的缘分^^奇怪的是之间信息很少,话题不多,相处时间不多,见面时间也不多,ivy还能够喜欢到那长久...为什么呢?ivy想得到朋友的支持和安慰,请不要再让ivy难过了...